My Own Teenage Drama

I WILL NOT BLOG HERE ANYMORE.

2008-06-04T16:32:00.000+08:00

you can still read my blogs at VANITY EXPRESS.

Please read my story blog chorva, i made it myself. can't help it, I'M A WANNABE.
it's HERE.

advanced critique ENCOURAGED. :)

I am 70% Non Conformist

2008-03-29T19:41:00.000+08:00

You Are 70% Non Conformist

You are a pretty serious non conformist. You live a life hardly anyone understands.
And while some may call you a freak, you're happy with who you are.

Are You a Nonconformist?

What your Pizza Reveals.

2008-03-28T10:43:00.000+08:00

What Your Pizza Reveals

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Your appetite is pretty average. You don't go overboard - but you don't deprive yourself either.

You consider pizza to be bread... very good bread. You fit in best in the Midwest part of the US.

You like food that's traditional and well crafted. You aren't impressed with "gourmet" foods.

You are generous, outgoing, and considerate with your choices.

You are cultured and intellectual. You should consider traveling to Vienna.

The stereotype that best fits you is stoner. You're a little wacky in the head, even if you don't touch drugs.

What Does Your Pizza Say About You?

i happen to luuuuuuuurrrrrvvvvveeeee pizza so i took the quiz. I thought i'll get something interesting, but... yea its ok. Just nonsense but.. i like it :)

Crush ko si Picachu dahil pundido ang ilaw namin sa CR :)

2008-03-26T11:32:00.000+08:00

MONTH OF BIRTH:
Jan. - Hinalikan ko si
Feb. - Pangit si
Mar. - Pinatay ko si
Apr. - Sabay kaming naligo ni
May - Kinaen ko si
June - Crush ko si
July - Pinakulong ko si
Aug. Sinipa ko si -
Sept. - Nagduraan kami ni
Oct. - Sinakal ko si
Nov. - Kami na ni
Dec. - Hinulog ko sa kanal si

DAY OF BIRTH:
1 - Angel Locsin
2 - Miguel Chavez
3 - Bestfriend
4 - Champ
5 - Jolina Magdangal
6 - Crush
7 - Harry Potter
8 - Britney Spears
9 - Lindsay Lohan
10 - Batman
11 - Filipino Teacher
12 - Jay Ng Cueshe
13 - Spiderman
14 - Yael Yuzon
15 - Richard Gutierrez
16 - Barbie Almalbis
17 - Secret Admirer
18 - Ely Buendia
19 - Doraemon
20 - Jay Ng Kamikazee
21 - Picachu
22 - Kitchie Nadal
23 - Barbie
24 - Doggy
25 - Nanay
26 - Sadako
27 - Allan K.
28 - Nemo
29 - Superman
30 - Bamboo
31 - Lotus Feet

CLOTHES YOU ARE WEARING:
White - Dahil pundido ang ilaw namin sa CR
Blue - Dahil gusto kong matulog
Black - Dahil in-love ako sa kanya
Red - Dahil bilog ang mundo
Yellow - Dahil kamukha ko siya
Orange- Dahil hindi ako mahilig sa musika
Violet - Dahil inagaw niya ang bf/gf ko
Brown - Dahil nalapnos ang balat ko
Pink - Dahil natatae ako
Green - Dahil wala akong suot na panty/brief ngayon
Gray - Dahil nawalan ng baterya ang remote ng TV namin
Maroon - Dahil gusto kong maging katulong
Multi color - Dahil mahal ko na siya

Holy Week

2008-03-25T12:54:00.000+08:00

How did you spend your holy week guys? I went to Laguna last week with my family and i really had fun. Super! Hindi pa nga ako nakakamove-on sa bakasyon,eh. So many things happened and i'll cherish them all forever. Next year ulit! Pictures na lang? :

My sooper cute cousin was there and since i haven't seen her in awhile sooper sinulit ko talaga 'yung time ko with her. Ang englishera kong pinsan na walang kasing koolit at kyuuuuuuuuuuuuut! ^-^.

Nung Good Friday, sumama kami sa prusisyon kaso hindi ko nadala 'yung digicam so wala akong kuha, ang ganda pa naman ng mga view na nakita ko. Ang daming sites to see sa Nagcarlan, perpek pangphotog. Then nung Black Saturday we went swimming at Villa Gregoria Resort. Sooper lamig ng tubig hindi ako masyado nakapagswimming. Ang lamig talaga ng tubig dun. haha.

Ayun, I had fun. Kayo?

My bed is my Valentine.

2008-02-14T15:26:00.000+08:00

Sino kadate niyo? Isa ba kayo sa mga tao sa malate na sabay sabay nagvvibrate ang mga wetpaks? Pwes ako, hindi ako 'yun. Hahaha. Sabi ko kagabi, tutulugan ko lang ang valemtayms. Sleep All Day, matagal tagal ko naring hindi nagagawa yun.

Nakakatawa lang, kasi dati, nung bakasyon, gustong gusto kong may ginagawa, nagsasawa ako sa buhay kong walang pinatutunguhan. Ni hindi ako lumalabas ng bahay. Tapos heto ako ngayon, nagsusumamong makapagpahinga. (wow, may ganun!)

So ngayon, sabi ko nga, natulog lang ako and now, im blogging this shit!!!! hahahahahaha. Natutuwa naman ako at buti wala kaming pasok ngayon. Katatapos lang ng foundation namin at sobrang napagod ako sa demo namin pero sa totoo lang naman ang pangit ng performance namin. Nagkaroon pa ng connivance between fatima lagro at valenzuela hahaha. away away pa yung iba tapos may batuhan pa ng bote ng mineral saka french fries. away away pa sail bulok naman school nila.. este namin pala. Hahaha. Mga wala silang wents. Tapos eto pa nagpunta kami rizal park at nagliawaliw after nung morning session. Kahit sobrang pagod at gutom na naramdaman namin masaya parin naman kahit papaano. Doon pa nga ako inabutan eh. Hay, ganyan talaga ang buhay, minsan natatae. :))

So ayun nga, masarap humiga sa bed, lalo na pag medyo malamig. :)

Nagdate kami.

2008-01-26T16:02:00.000+08:00

Kanina wala akong pasok pero pumasok ako kasi magppractice ako dapat sa p.e. Pero pagdating ko doon wala akong nakitang nagpparatice, mga nagaarnis lang. So, nagdate na lang kami ni Kenneth. Kahapon lang nagdate rin kami nanood nga kami ng American Gangster. Dapat ngayon ang papanoorin namin Kung Fu Panda, kaso hindi pa pala sha showing. So ayun, kumain na lang kami. Tokyo Tokyo style. lol. Ang ganda nung "pagkakaarchitect" nung place. Wish ko lang gnyan house ko hahaha.

Sobrang masaya akong kasama siya. Merong something about him na alam kong hindi ko makikita sa iba. Bliss.

May pasok siya kanina, pero hindi siya nagcutting. 3 hours talaga vacant niya. Hirap talaga maging irregular, pano na lang kaya kung wala ako dun, bagot factor na naman un. :) buti na lang.

Yii, sobrang masaya talaga ako. I'm starting to feel na worth it ang pag-give up ko sa maraming bagay. Like pagiging vocalist kila evo. :P

Please Talk to me??

2008-01-25T14:19:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling talkative right now, I guess this is what happens when you don't open your y!m for 2 weeks and let yourself be fvcked up with school shit.

I am euphemistically exhausted, whateverthatmeans.

My virtual world is getting so lame. Friendster Messages/Comments? zero. People there will just talk to me whenever they need something. I fvcking hate it. Even here at multiply i don't get to talk to my friends that much. I miss them like hell.

Okay, Today, my boyf and i went to see a movie called AMERICAN GANGSTER. Interesting film yet i wasn't that thrilled. It was an "action/thriller" according to the sign.

Spoiler anyone?? lol.
Denzel Washington will die. haha! no.. ;)

Welcome to my Life.

2007-12-01T20:45:00.000+08:00

Heto ang mundo ko. Dito sa sulok na ito nabubuo ang aking mga pangarap sa buhay. Dito ako natutong mangarap, magliwaliw at magaral. Lahat ng mga bagay na nakapaligid sa sulok na ito ay sumisimbolong inspirasyon ko sa araw araw. Nais kong mabuhay ng matagal dahil sa mga ito. Marami akong pangarap. At dito, sa sulok na ito, ko sisimulan ang mga yun.

Marami akong bagay na pinagsisisihan, maraming bagay na hindi ko na kayang ibalik, minsan dinadala ako ng tukso, pero parte yun ng buhay, ang magkamali, at gusto kong magkamali, gusto kong maranasan ang sakit, pero ayoko nang ako ang nanakit ng iba. HIndi ko ata kaya.

Sony VAIO UX Premium UX390N Micro PC Laptop Computer

2007-11-12T19:35:00.000+08:00

wAHhahahahahha... Pangarap na hindi ko maaabot... Gusto ko nun... Kahit wala na akong celphone or proffesional camera or mp3 ayos lang sakiN!!!!!!!!!

pictures nlng nang maintindihan nio sinasabi ko!!!!!!!

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaai grabe na ito!!!!!!!! kahit wala na akong pc, cp, mp3, digicam, professional cam, ayos laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang!!!!!

MAHAL KO NA SIYA NUNG UNA KO PA LANG SIYANG MAKITA SA MADMADFUN.

SWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET PEDESTAL.

I am a BIG PILE OF JOKE a.k.a. HUMAN.

2007-11-07T11:24:00.000+08:00

Nakakaasar!!!!! Bakit ba nangyayari sakin to?! Sadyang karma lng ba ito na kailangan kong tanggapin para matuto ako sa mga kasalanan ko o hudyat ba ito na malapit na matapos ang layunin ko sa mundo kaya kailangan ko nang mag-"buhbye cruel world"?!

Joke lang ang buhay ko. Nagigising ako sa umagang may ngiti sa mukha handang harapin sila anumang oras at magbigay ng saya sa iba..... pero sa pagtalikod ko hindi ko namamalayang may nasasaktan na akong ibang tao na akala kasi nila seryoso ako sa mga sinasabi ko.... Pero para sakin, joke lng naman un.....

Hindi ko sinadyang makasakit ng ibang tao, sabi nga sa isang kanta ng eagles...

Somebody's gonna hurt someone
before the night is through
Somebody's gonna come undone.
There's nothin' we can do....

There's gonna be a heartache tonight,
a heartache tonight, I know.
There's gonna be a heartache tonight, I know.

hahaiiizz.... pero hindi ko naman pwedeng itatak sa isip ko na ganun na lang palagi.... Hindi ko talaga sinadyang saktan ka.... Nadala na lang siguro ako ng emotions ko kaya siguro lumala ang lahat. Patawarin mo ko kung ganito ako... Kung hindi mo na kaya, iwan mo na ko. Kung saan ka magiging masaya, andun ako.... Mahal na mahal kita. ;'[

Para sa lahat nang mga taong nasaktan ko, patawarin niyo ko. Hindi na mauulit... mas mabuti nlng siguro na magpaalam na lang.. para di ko na kayo tuluyang masaktan........

Handling my Confusions Again.

2007-10-09T22:07:00.000+08:00

...

I don't even know how to start this post. I don't even know what to say. I just feel so confused with what i'm feeling. I'm confused with what i'm doing. I just feel like everything's not falling into place. Like something's not right.

I'm confused with my studies, with my boyfriend and my parents. I know what's the problem and I know what to do to make it better, but i don't know!! Me just won't do it. I mean, i couldn't do the right thing. I'm confused. Yeah, i think that's the perfect word for it. Or I don't know, maybe.

I always DON'T make sense.

I'll probably end you with my OLD poem na lang.
BECAUSE I REALLY DON'T KNOW HOW TO END THIS POST.

Let's fake a smile.

My Endless Pain
(dying from confusion)

She never wanted it this way
Bitter-Sweet Relationships
She never knew
These conversations killing her

She wanted to go away
To a place where she can escape
Sometimes thinking of her dying day

Maybe somebody will care

Wondering when will they realize
The confusion inside her mind
Why is she still alive?
She doesn't know how to end this fight
In her life
She wanted to go away
away from everybody
Sick of the things that made her dream
That made her fly
that made her cry
She wanted to die

She needs somebody to care
But who could it possibly be?
She have been bad and He won't help her
Losing her faith

She wanted to go away
To a place where she can escape
Hide from the things she hated
Hoping for somebody to care.

He needs me.

2007-10-06T21:19:00.000+08:00

Don't get me wrong. We're still together, and we're still standing strong.. But problems never go away. It still comes back again and again as if destiny is trying to test us if we're really perfect for each other. I believe in him and i love him with all my heart. I hate to see him like this and i want him to be happy. It's getting harder and harder everyday. His life is going nowhere and the only thing he got now is me. I want to give him everything, but i just can't. I love him to pieces.

My College Life is a mess. I get so preoccupied and busy and tired all the time. This is not how i expected it at all. I thought it was going to be easier, but it was all the way around. Sometimes, i feel like giving up college but i try to think about him and how he so much need me. I concentrate and i still try hard. But still, no matter effort i do, i still flunk on my subjects. I don't know why!!! Fuck college and everything in it!!!

I LOVE YOU STUPID.

My current favorite video:

Happy 2yrs and 3 Months!

Happy 26th Monthsary!

2007-09-19T06:39:00.000+08:00

It's been what???? Two years and 2 moths?? Darn we're so fvcking good.

I LOVE YOU.

2007-09-13T17:08:00.000+08:00

I love you Baby.

Hindi Kita Maiwanan

2007-08-15T20:51:00.000+08:00

Mahal na Mahal kasi kita eh. Kahit pa anong gawin mong kalokohan, kahit pa sirain mo ang buhay mo hindi kita maiwan. Gusto kong Umuwi ka na at ayusin ang buhay mo... kahit para man lang sa atin... Mahal na Mahal Kita Kenneth at gusto kong maayos mo na yan...

No matter what happens i'll still be right beside you.
I Love You.

Without you my life is worthless. My world revolved around you, alam ko alam mo 'yan. Everyone knows that. Your world revolved around me too, i know. That's why i'm thankful and proud that i was the one who helped you finish highschool.

At ngayon, sana malagpasan mo na ang mga bagong pagsubok na dumarating.. kasama mo man ako o hindi. Basta nandito lang ako palagi.

I LOVE YOU STUPID.

2007-06-23T21:29:00.000+08:00

MY DATE WITH THE ROCKSTARR!

Finally, We did it at last! Me and Kenneth went out for a date a while ago to celebrate my birthday last Thursday. I really wanted to go to FETE DELA MUSIQUE but i wasn't allowed, and the budget's really tight, so we spent the whole day together instead. We went to the movies and ate a lot. Walked a lot and eat a lot again!

It was a nice day. But, unfortunately, i brought along JEALOUSY with me, and it ruined the date! urrghh.. I was so jealous about people and everything and i am just so lucky that he was patient enough about it. I love him so much.

When we we're on the bus i was looking at his cellphone and found those unfamiliar numbers and so i asked him about it. He talks like his hiding something ( a malicious incpection by a malicious girl ). So i was jealous.

While we we're strolling at the mall we saw this little guitar stand and there was this PRETTY PRETTY GIRL who showed up and played. (She's real good!! >_<). I think she took up guitar lessons. We sit along the guitar stand and we ended up staring at the girl. I was impressed by the way she played but i figured that it was a waste of time staring at her. I wasn't looking at the girl anymore but he still is. My boyfriend is really into music and guitar and all that instruments so i really thought he liked the girl. Then, i promised myself that i will study more about playing the guitar and then he'll love me more. Urgh. So i was jealous. Then while we we're walking at the mall i saw this poster at a store, i forgot what it was, it said...

" IT'S NOT LOVE THAT IS MAD, IT'S JEALOUSY. "

Sabihin niyo nga sakin... MASAMA BANG MAGSELOS??

2007-06-12T17:29:00.000+08:00

I LOVE YOU KENNETH.

It's been a year and months since we decided to be together. It won't be too long until we reach 2. Gadd... it's been a long time, and i don't care if we reach forever or whatever we experience, i wouldn't care. What's important for me is that you'll always be here and me too! It's pretty sad to know that you don't trust me with my feelings for you. I've always promised you that i will always love you and i will never give you up for another man. I'm not that kind of girl. I may be irresponsible with myself but never to you. I know my limitations as your girlfriend and it never came to my mind going out with someone else anymore. Of course i fantasize other boys but those are the ones whom we all know i can never reach, like celebs! And besides, those are just "paghanga" and nothing more like my love for you. I want to thank you for loving me with all your heart and for never letting anyone else to fit in, I appreciate it but... loosen up! If you know i love you you wouldn't be like this. I just think it's too much.

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND, you are.

2007-06-08T22:41:00.000+08:00

Another day is passing by and i'm still inside this house of boredom watching tv and lurking all over the net. I've never been productive at all the whole summer. I have committed sins of commission and omission and that's bad. I need a confession. A serious talk to God which i haven't done the whole vacation. Last visit to a church was last april pa. I'm such a dork! I failed Him. I am an awful servant. so sad.

So what really did happened to me last month? Uh.. I said goodbye to the 'Internet world' for some reason that my stoopid computer and our phone line failed me and left me useless and bored for all month sake! But then, I discovered a new hobby by watching anime all day, and then Movie Marathon every Saturday and Sunday. It came to the point where i watch the same thing over and over again. I also listen to radio every midnight until 3. My life was so lame that i gained pounds! -Talk about a lazy couch potato!- I just waited and waited and waited. Ta-da! I'm back! haha. It doesn't even matter anyway. When i got back i'm still not productive enough and my life is still boring, i just can't wait for school to start so my life will make sense again.

I had my haircut last month. it's so short. I miss the longer-haired loraine. hahaiiz. Oh well.. My mom said i already look like a "MANANG" with the longer one. so.. yea whatever. I'm not really sensitive when it comes to my hair. I'm such a tomboy. >.<>YEP. THE WHOLE MONTH WAS A TRAIN-WRECK.
(why do i always say Train-wreck?!)

2007-06-07T22:00:00.000+08:00

i missed blogging. gadd! Finally, i was online again. Days turned years for me. it's been a month since i last updated this blog so i'm really REALLY excited to post again.

Well, you see, i haven't been able to enroll at AMA and that sucks. My money came out day before the school starts at AMA. i wasn't ready, so i didn't enroll there. Then, i ended up paying tuition fee at FATIMA. So I guess i'm a fatimanian now. Geez, what train wreck. Life really is unfair. I hated that school but now i am actually accepting the fact that i belong there, that i have nowhere else to go. Well, if God gave it to me, i'll accept it. _Regrets of not being able to take exams on major universities_ harhar!

Classes are about to start and i'm ready..
FATIMA here i come!

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2007-04-23T13:21:00.000+08:00

I just attended my tita's wedding last Saturday, i can't say it's a 'blast' because it's so different from other weddings, Their relationship was (yeah!) way different from the others. It's so... urghh.. it's just so different, they're like strangers, i don't know... i just enjoyed Leguna and it's mouth dripping views , i was the wedding photographer! Well, not really. They just wanted me to use their digital. :c i want one like that too. :| pFt.

Nagcarlan, Laguna is such a wonderful place. hahayz. By the way, i also attended a reunion, i wasn't invited though, i was a gate crasher.. SWIMMING AT SINIPIAN!! wooo! ;)

I LOVE LAGUNA. WOW PHILIPPINES. ;P

i miss my boyfriend :(

2007-04-19T19:24:00.000+08:00

THIS DAY WAS A BLAST.

I went to University of Santo Tomas this day. Not to enroll or take the entrance or something. I just accompanied my friend and just to experience entering such a prestigious university. I was embarassed. I was like a 5 year old PROBINSYANA girl going to STAR CITY for the first time. err.. But other than that it was a cool experience. Yeah! It's actually my second time but it still feels like the first. I was a martian. @_@

The SAD part : Err.. My friend didn't pass the BSFT interview, but the dean says he did good on the exam but not on the interview.. To make the long story short... He's just too perfect. :( wahehehe. ;D He tried to shift to HRM but they said that there are no more available slots in that particular course. So he asked for available courses, CONSERVATORY OF MUSIC.. wow. *ting!* PERFECT! hehehe. It was actually fun but it's soooooo tiring and we're like a ball being passed out a lot of times and now we're really EXHAUSTED.

YESTERDAY WAS A BLAST TOO.

We went swimming yesterday, it was fun but my best-EST friends didn't showed up. :( INDIAN GIRLS! Come and show your thick faces and give me enough reasons why you didn't come!!! Grr.. But it was hell of a fun, with my other friends and my boyfriend there.. yea. i can say that it was a magnificent day. Jeni was there! my other best friend. I really regret the other two, it could've been the best day ever, now that we're on college, there will be lesser times and opportunities to enjoy each other's goodies.. hehe. JOKE! I just miss them a lot and i'm sad that they didn't make it. SCREW YOU TWO! huhuhu.

pft. Everyday is a blast for me. hehehe.
ciao! <3

2007-04-16T20:23:00.000+08:00

woah! it's been like.. what? 3 decades?

And now I'm back, for good. Well, i'll try to be updated as much as i can. I've been so preoccupied with all those stuffs and stuffs in the internet and i haven't been able to visit this blog for awhile. Hahayz. So many things have happened, so many times i've wasted. :(

I'm a Highschool graduate now! Congratz to me! hehe. Me and Kenneth are still going strong.. we've been through a lot and i can say that those experiences made our relationship much much stronger. i'll tell you all about the BISTADO INCIDENT soon enough. :D

Hmm.. so yeah! This is just a flashback of what had happened to my life this past few months i didn't appeared here. I'm SOooooOoOo.. still ME. hehe.

This is how i look like now. (as if somethings have changed)

it's still me.. just a little mature looking. hehe.

2006-12-29T17:10:00.000+08:00

I am currently reading a novel about a friendship of 2 black and white boys during the south african apartheid. It's an interesting novel by Sheila Gordon, just by showing me how it's like for a black african kaffir (servant) worked his way out of the farm to satisfy his thirst for knowledge. I am in bad need of a dictionary 'coz i'm running out of good adjectives for her novel.haha.

i am reading his book 'Waiting for the Rain' because of our english project. We are obliged to do this book review thing after reading it. Usually, when i do projects, i get easily stressed, but now, i am really willing to do this stuff maybe because it really made me very interested.

Through Tengo (the black boy) I felt that i am indeed a very lucky girl. Imagine how hard it was for him just to study, going away from his family, being poor and all, it was hard... And as for me, just a happy go lucky girl who doesn't have plans or any future at all, can study in a good school without having her parents sent away from her, it was all easy. I admire the character's thirst for education, freedom, equality, respect and power. A very disciplined boy (which i'm not!) who just wanted to answer the questions he had in mind, and go away from the farm, where he grew up, and where it all started.

What i'm telling you is not the main idea of the book, it's just some part of it. i just realized how important education is, and i had this thought of writhing it in this blog...
And so for everyone who thinks that studying is just a lame thing to do.. well, think again. You might be rich or might as well be as powerful as anyone can be, if you don't have this kind of power, then you're no different from the ones in the hospitals for the mentally-challenged people.

(why do i feel like i'm writing for an english paper??.. blah..)

2006-12-21T20:56:00.000+08:00

CHRISTMAS PARTY NAMIN TODAY!!! Aun eh di masaya nmn.. nasuot ko na ung bagong outfit ko!! hahaha.. hala.. mala-kitchie nga daw.. hehehe.. galing!!.. Eh di un.. M - A - S - A - Y - A.

Kaninang umaga, may mga games sa school.. di mxadong alive ung activity na un.. kz ayaw din nung iba na magparticipate.. Ung mga assigned na sasali nde nagpakita.. o kaya nmn nagbackout na.. KAYA... eh di ano pa ba!!! ako pumalit dunsa mga nagbackouT.. At un.. wala lng.. nde nga pala natuloy ung mga games dahil umambon.. haha.. it's as if God really never wanted it to happen!! haha..XD

Sa room nmin ung masaya.. hehe.. astiG.. naggames din kami pero this tym msaya na.. uHhMm..;)

GAMES WE PLAYED:

Trip to Jerusalem - may thrill kz ung boyz ung nkaupo(w/ eggplants between their legs!).. tpos girls ung sasayaw.. then unahan na igrab ung mga talong.. hehehe.. when i said grab.. i said.. GRAB THE EGGPLANT BABY!! kso lng di ako nanalo eh..;)
KADYUTAN!! - haha.. talong parin.. di ko tlga alam ung title ng game so i gave my own.. kz itatali ung talong n may string sa waist mo.. tpos "kakadyot" ka para matamaan mo ung bottlecap.. aUn.. BOYS vs GIRLS.. syempre talo girls.. lam niyo nmn mga boys expert dun..XD
Paper Dance - eto alam niyo nnmn cguro! sasayaw k ng partner mo then pag nagstop ung music pagkakasyahin niyo ung mga paa niyo sa dyaryo.. magbuhatan na manalo lng.. hehe.. dito kmi actualy nanalo.. cno p b mgging partner ko dito.. eh di si kenneth.. hahaha! saya.. nanalo ako ng butterfly clip.. baby ko nMn nanalo ng isang rockin' purse.;)
SLAMMAN STOP DANCE - the name says it all.. stop dance pero slamman!! naging masaya at nakakapagod.. EVERYBODY PARTICIPATED.. buong WHIZDUMB! weee!! talo ako dito.. hEhEh.. c corps ang nanalo.. (sa lahat ng games halos lahat nanalo xa..;>thumb'sup*)
BOGTSIHAN - tsibugan!! ang dami naming pagkain.. (laro para sakin 2 eh!!..) parang potluck party kz ung ngyari kz halos lhat kami may ambag sa food and drinks.. haha.. nagshare ako ng mango-float na pinagpuyatan nmin ni momy last night na gawin.. weee! nsarapan daw cla khit medyo maasim ung mangga.. hehehe..XD

Nung hapon na.. pumunta na kami sa tahanan nila Aaron(classmate/school pionneer/'dbarkadz member).. dun nmin ginanap ung xmas party ng 'dbarkadz.. hehe.. medyo na-late kmi ni kEnnEth. nagpalit pa kz kmi ng damiT.. hanggang gabi kami dun.. naglaro ng basketball sa small court nila sa harap ng bahay.. nagpatugtog ng mga natanggap nilang cd sa exchange gift sa school.. naginuman(some of the boys lng).. kumain ng mga tira-tira kanina.. hehehe.. nagpicturepicture!! haha.. pinaglaruan nmin ung multi-shot ng fone ko.. haha..kakatuwa.. Actually kya kami ginabi kz hinihintay nmin c Franciz('dbarkadz! member, a friend of mine) kz pumunta pa xa ng Manila.. astig tlga un.. hEhE..XD

Tapos uwian na.. naglakad kami mula bahay nila Aaron hnggang San Jose.. hindi ako napagod.. kz malamig nmn saka nagenjoy ako.. Balak p nga sana naming mangaroling kaso ewan ko ba.. di natuloy eh..;) Hinatid ako ng baby ko hanngang dito sa bahay namin.. harhar.. kaasar nMan xa akala ko uuwi na din un pala babalik pa ulit kila Aaron.. kaasar lng.. hAhAha! XD yoko pumangit dahil sa asar ko kaya tatawa nlng ako.. hahaahahahahahah!! XD XD XD

At ngayon nandito na ko at nagsusulat.. tinatapos ang summary ko sa mga nangyari ngayong araw na 'to sa buhay ko.. hahaiiz..

GIFTS I RECEIVED:

A cute dog stuff toy (SNIFFLES!!) - from kEnnEth
A silver bracelet (with a big heart on it) - from James
A colorful mug (with bears!) - from nanay bhelle!
2 pairs of black earrings!(not pearl but black!) - from Mhaye
Maraming pagbati ngayong pasko at sa darating n bagong taon!

GIFTS I'VE GIVEN:

2 wallet/purse for Hajie ang Eagan

(MY BABIES!!)

:'( MGA DI KO NAREGALUHAN:

kEnnEth
Veronica
Jeni
Theriz
WHIZDUMB! (kelan ko ba cla naregaluhan?)

Hirap ng buhay ngaun.. dapat maging praktikal.. hehe.. magiipon muna ako!! :'(

CIAO FOR NOW! XD!

2006-12-15T18:44:00.000+08:00

latest happenings!!! masaya.dumami nnmn kalokohan ko. niyahaha!. wala lng.. marami akong sinalihan n kung ano2. sa deviantart, sa multiply, sa rakista.com at kung san2 pa. pero natutuwa nMn ako at ang dami kong nalalaman sa buhay. hehe.

Last Dec.8 .. birthday ni cy*star*.. hehe.. astig parti niya. simpleng masaya.. mas natutuwa ako sa mga ganong klase ng parti kesa sa iba na catering effect pa. feeling ko lng mas kumportable. enjoi ung food, stroller, bilyar, at ung ampli. hehehe.. nice one.. pers tym ko din sa bahay nila cy. astig tlga ung kurtina ng kwarto niya. hahaha.. ang lupet.. parang pde ata un sa mga play nMin sa room.. at least nde na di hila ung kurtina.. wahaha.. astig din ung necktie photoshoot. walangju, nagmuka kming mga tga 80s. hahaha.. nakakatuwa.. sayang nga lng at wala c bethz.. hahaiiz.. siguradong mamimiss ko 2ng mga moments na gni2.. huhuhu.. graduation na.. lapit na.. hehe..

ngaung araw na 'to.. nagluto kami ng maja blanca.. actually nung tuesday p kMi nagluto kso nagmukhang paste ung gawa nMin(overcornstarch) ewww.. pero this day.. nagawa n nMin ng tamA. hahaha! ang galing nMen.. tinulungan kMi ni Mara.hehehe. galing tlga nila.. nagluto din ng puto ang baby ko.. dati parin cla dpat nagluto kso nagmukang cassava cake ung knila.. pero ngaun.. success n din.. ang saya tlga..

umpisa n ng simbang-gabi! yeesss... sana nMn ay mkapUnta ako mmYa.. pagkatpoS nun.. pUntA n kMi sa Cavite.. huhuhu.. after sa Cavite.. EXAM NA!! waaa.. ang dami ko pang projects na t2pusin.. oh shwet!! hala.. journalism saka physics ung proj.. hiraP!. aukO nMn magcraM! hala.. tpos exam pa!! physics, A.P., ska MAPEH.. waaaaaaaaa.. kaya ko kyA.. hai aiai.. kunin mo na ko LOrd!:'(

sana malampasan ko un!! Kz pagkatapos nun... XMAS PARTY NA!!! hAhaha!! yeesss... maY bgo akong ouTfiT eh.. sana nMn eh macarry kO xa.. hahaa!.. wish kO lng din na nde magalit c kEnnEth sa damit ko.. mxado kZ fit and manipis.. pero nde ako mukhang nakahubad.. parang kitchie nadal lng.. wahahah! idol ko kz un tlga.. gwabe.. Aus ung porma niya and her freaky music.. parang multo kz ung boses niya.. kung di mo pa xa kilala.. cya ung kmanta ng "huwag na huwag mong sasabihin". oh yan gets mo na?!*pFfft.,

Sana malampasan ko ang wEek na 'to.
wish me the bEst LucK.*pahidpawis*
OvErAndOuT.
:peace:

2006-11-25T08:30:00.000+08:00

i'm back!! hehehe..

Ang tagal ko nawala ah! hAha! well, im back na!.. nu ba nangyari na sa buhay ko?! uhmmm.. well, 1 year and four months na kami ng baby ko..(kenneth..were still together!!!) hehe.. saya! uhmm.. well, actually, katatapos lng ng longtests nmin.. wooo! ang hirap talaga mag-aral.. pero ayos lng., sabi nga ni Kathy..(my classmate!) "Go lng ng gO!" hehe.. and.. nagbirthday na din si Ms. annabelle N. morada(my 4th yir HS adviser). naghanda kami for her berday.. hehe.. we had so much Fun!! Kunyari galit2 muna kami.. then we suprised her.. masaya naman kahit nagalit siya samin for... 2 days?! hAha! basta.. nagpasaway muna kami. hahaha! luv ko tlga ung bruha na un!! ;)

nga pala.. im a deviant na! ~lorainevanity -Emotional Poet.;)here's the link->http://lorainevanity.deviantart.com

un pa lng nman.. sana nmn ay mas tumagal pa kami ni kenneth.. mahal na mahal ko ung lalake na un. shet! siya na ata makakasama ko habangLIFE...;)

lapit n nga pala pasko kaya eto:

MY LIST OF 'WANTS' FOR CHRISTMAS!!!
1. new chucktaylor.. or any highcut shoes kahit peke na ok lng!!
2. black pearl earringS! plural ah!
3. new outfit! ung kakaiba para mas maganda.
4. a new cellphone(for mommy!) para pamana na niya sakin ung kanya..;)
5. pipitsuging digicam saka laptop,.
6. more understanding kenneth.=S

i'm a POET na pala!! ipopost ko dito mga poems ko next time if i have the time and effort.. hehe.. wannabe lng puh huh?! (humble ako eh!)

i'm an entertainment section contributor rin pala sa school journal namin.. NAKS! magwriwriter na ba?! heheh.. ewan ko.. walang pera kz don eh! Haha! mas gusto ko magbanda! di pa kailangan ng kurso sa kolehiyo!! niak!;)

dumaan na rin ung field trip namin.. ang saya nun! ipopost ko din next time ung mga pictures namin.. hehehe.. kapag cniag ako!! behlat!

WELCOME BACK TO ME!! BLOG MODE AKO ULET!!;)

OUT MUNA AKO.. PEACE OUT!.

2006-11-23T18:20:00.000+08:00

My Field Trip Pictures

Eto na ung promiz ko na pictures from our fieltrip this year '06

Eto sa PAGASA kasama c bethz..(Quezon City)

Eto ako sa Enchanted Kingdom.. hehe.. gabi na nian kaya gnyan.

Eto ung pic nmin ng baby ko sa San Agustin Museum.

Actually, marami akong pictures.. kaso nahihirapan ako magupload eh.. ska minumura na ko ng photobucket.. (image bandwidth..) Ang mahalaga nmn tlga eh nkpagenjoi ako nung araw na yon.. wahahaha! behlat!. peaceouT. next time nmng ipopost ko eh ung mga poems ko.. isang post lng 10 poems.. hahahahahaha!!!;)

2006-06-24T09:09:00.000+08:00

It's my birthday!

can you believe it! nagbibirthday pa pala ako.. wahahahaha! ang cute nga eh.. jen gave me a perfume.. and i'm using it! It's a miracle!! hehe.. my baby gave me an extraordinary gift.. wahahaha! grool...

birthdays are soOooOo cOol.. khit walang engrandeng handa..
sabi nga nila, "Big things comes in small packages!" wooOo.. best birthday ever!!
june 21,2006.. best day ever!!!.. wahhahahahahahhahahaha! i celebrated it with him.. sayang nga lng di ako nakapagsimba...

Loraineluvkenneth

forever.